"You can't change the circumstances of your life. You can't change the past. That's outside of your control. I think it was the lack of a future that got to me."

Ariadne wasn't sure if that made any sense. But she couldn't clarify it well. Mostly because she was only beginning to put her feelings into words now. There had been no point in talking about it with Jim and the others. They had to deal with their own feelings. Ariadne wasn't going to burden them with hers, not in what they thought might be their last moments.

Perhaps it was wrong to burden Connor too. But he seemed eager to fix her. He needed to understand, she supposed.

"I never thought I had any regrets," she continued. "Now, I feel like I'm a bit haunted. By the life I never led."